Matchbox Twenty

~ A

her name with remain blind

she will creep into your heart

into your soul

she will decorate in colour

and pretty things

she will warm your body

inside out

she plants roots in your soul

she spreads her branches

she blooms in full

she will never let your words

fall on deaf ears

she is waiting with wine and cheese

a painted smile to disguise her pain

she is the loveliest of flowers

she is the kindest spirits

she is not perfect

she hides her real desires

she lets people hurt her

her thoughts are always full of hope

that often lets her down

she is broken from time to time

and forgets all the best parts of her

she pushes them down

out of reach

she turns to you

and holds back the tears

she deserves the best life can give

yet she is being tested

she is being shown what to be wary of

what to stay away from

she is being prepared for happiness

even if she has shy'd away from it

in the past

her friends will hold her heart

dry her tears

mend shattered hopes and dreams

i will be there for her

i will be her ray of sunshine

her rainbow after the storm

the glue she needs to hold it together

and the hope she needs to be reminded of

she can let it all go

she can be looked after

cared for and loved

she is the strongest person i know

she is my beautiful soul.

remember that..

please. 

wanting..

..what i cant have [like always]

but what do i want?
really.. deep down?
to be wanted.
to have someone to share my time with.
to cuddle.
to have that smell, his smell.
to be able to give my love to him.
to not be afraid.
to say i love you and mean it.
to hear i love you and trust it.
to make memories.
to take photos.
to have picnics.
to make love.
to hold him tight.
to read with.
to drink tea with.
to call him mine.
to have butterflies in my stomach.
to have my heart skip a beat.
to have him say goodnight,
and good morning the next day.
to be thought of.
to be missed.
to be loved.
to not feel lonely any more..

Maroon 5

;clarissa paiva

now i stumbled across one of this lovely lady's more than amazing drawings a few years back now.
and i thought it was about time i checked up on her work and she is still producing work more glorious than ever!

her name. Clarissa Paiva.
she. creates beautiful display's of colour and movement in her work.
her. main focus is the female figure, portrayed in many colours, different media and on different types of material. 
to sum it up. crazy, lovely, beautiful, creative images to melt your heart.

the first image that i fell in love with and also used as my profile picture of facebook for a while. a compliment to her creatively and gorgeous talent.

my favourites from her website..

www.clarissapaiva.com

:lady notes

.. from time to time i have this urge to become creative and make fancy little pretty things, this is often because ive been flicking through a magazine (of frankie, i blame you) and think to myself 'i can make that'
im not sure if these thoughts sprout in my mind due to my jealousy of other people's creative talent or because at the moment i have no money (university blues) to pay for such lovely home made items, but when oh when will i have the time to attempt to make these precious little things, these thoughts always manage to 'kill my buzz'
i have good intentions to do so, i promise. my motivation is lacking.
i have comprised a small 'to do' list with a few ideas that, hopefully, i will one day accomplish..

- lace making
- sew together my own quilts
- draw/paint pretty pictures
- more to come...

*please tell me if you know any other fun, cute, pretty little things i can add to the list?

Northshore