him

there is was thinking i was torn between two
when now the choice seems easy
yet i dont know where to begin
or even if i should try
i am told all these amazing stories
and his personality makes me smile
we are still learning
and new to each other
but could i be swayed to take that next step
to try and put my heart out there once more
his messages make me smile
and his kind heart shines through in every word
he is cheeky and sweet
all of these amazing things rolled into one
yet i really dont know him all that well,
but i feel something?
actually i dont know what im feeling
or what im thinking
i need to sort out this mess
i depise these thought and just wish,
wish that it was easy to just jump.
and fall into the unknown 
into the warmth of another's arms
[and heart]
swap mine for his.
maybe one day.
only time will tell.