the world of boys..

ive never be one to have many girl friends,
i find i can relate more to boys.
even if i prefer dresses over pants and wine over beer.
i guess i am not your typical tomboy.
i spend time often trying to think the way a girl would,
confused about the things that make sense in their head.
but really its not about the gender of a person but the views and ideas they possess.
i have fallen in love with people, not based on their gender but on who they are.
who they are on the inside, what they believe, what they feel and how they conduct themselves.
the ones who are optimistic and sensitive but also take pride in themselves and dont shy away from something because its not the status quo.
this being either a person who is female or male, in saying that im know im not gay.
but i dont think you have to limit who you love and care for by gender. 


the struggles of the past year have definitely taken a turn for the better.
the light has been found and im surrounding myself with it.
with people that make me happy, who are honest and are not afraid to around me.
i cherish those people dearly, more than they will ever know.
i honestly feel so lucky to have been at the lowest of lows to then reach up and rebuild my life again.
i went out with the boys on saturday night, it was lovely to laugh and share stories with them.
i spent some time chatting with one of my closest friends about the ups and downs of life over a few cocktails. 
he is amazing in my eyes. and i love that after all this time i can happily say he is one of my closest friends.
i definitely appreciate the male gender, even if i have had bad experiences with some, its not to say all are bad.


it was this night that reminded me of what life is about and not to take it for granted at any stage.
its harder said than done of course,
and you need to experience the bad to appreciate the good.
its said so many times over and everyone tries to help others understand but at the end of the day you dont understand until you experience it.
really, that is what life is.
a collection of experiences that help you grow and understand what is important and what we can let go.


[walk away from the past, its done, nothing can be changed, the only thing you should take from your past is the lessons that you will learn. walk hand in hand with the beautiful souls you love, that make you smile and appreciate you. surround yourself with this bliss and positive nature as this is what will make for a bright future-skyelouise]


love and peace, Skye. x