post graduate blues

ah... so we meet again. study.

and so goes the repetitive journey of procrastination, of facebook, checking the fridge 5 times, eating, reading books not related to said topic and finishing said book, blogging, walking aimlessly around the house, checking the letterbox doing anything than the assignment at hand.

why oh why did i think it was a good idea to commence my clinical honours? maybe because it sounded easier than it is, that most of it was already done, that ill get a formal certificate at the end and credits towards a graduate diploma (more study.what?), that no one else will have one but the girls i'm doing my GNP with...that i don't already have so much to think about and do.

come to think of it, i only have 3 months or so until this program is over, i will no longer be the baby of the hospital, ill have grown into a toddler... walking, talking, learning to know what it all means!
however i do only have until Monday to complete this darn assignment. 1000 words they say, its easy they say, well it actually isn't so bad once i figured out what i was doing and needed to write. i just dread the referencing part, probably because i was so bad at it all through my degree yet still managed to pass each assessment piece. miraculous when i look back on it..
never the less i must complete it and pass it now. so i'm rugged up on my new bed that im yet to sleep in, writing about my nursing care and the patients that i miss.

well i think that was about 20 minutes of procrastination ticked off the clock.
i shall have this finished before i have to pick up Esmerelda from the crash repair at 1700.
maybe.
probably not.
by tomorrow?