my oh my

once again i am lost between posts in the busy commotions we call life.


my past week has opened my eyes yet again to the ins and outs of not just only own brain but also of the personalities i surround myself with.
my current internal conflict you could say is that of trying to gather enough courage to sit my house mates down and give them what for, do this without offending them and also without crying.
im slowly dying on the inside at the stress that these boys continue to put me through.
- the house as ALWAYS a mess and i have only been home for 4 nights of the week because of placement.
- i am STILL awaiting a replacement xbox since last saturday i was informed of its untimely death and then that Blake bought a 2nd hand white one for himself that i could use in the mean time until he buys me a new one or second hand one... what ever he said but i have news for him, he owes me one brand new black xbox with a receipt of purchase!
***LACK OF RESPECT FOR OTHER PEOPLES BELONGINGS!!
-i am NOT their mother, i will not nag you or chase after you, or put you bed!
-not the mention their most disgusting and illegal smoking habits... its gross to say the least!


i had the opportunity to spend a lovely night in with Abby on saturday night, she showed me around her house and which room was available for me if i was to choose to move out. which i was considering and working towards until i was informed that the vacancies have been filled which means i am now on the internet looking for student accommodation.
the possibility of moving out has got me in the mind set to do so. not sure how well this will work out by ive been on it all morning.
my heart jumps out of my chest and my fingers move as fast as i can make them when the boys wander into my room to gossip about the happenings of last night and all i can do is simply return the smiles and nod politely... begging for them to leave.
its not to say i dont like these boys, i do, they can be very endearing when they want to be but its a 80/20 kind of ratio.


**update. right now i have my beautiful Caitlin sitting next to me.
oh how i adore her, it feels like we havent been able to catch up just us in ages!
i cherish these times.


unfortunately my time has run short.. but i shall be filling you all in on my girls night with abby and sunday funday with renee.
now to pack my car and head off to the river :)


happy easter one and all, i hope the easter bunny is kind, after all it is the best holiday..CHOCOLATE!!


skye.