Monday, July 4, 2011

.a little lost.

this feeling for you has never left my heart.
not from the moment i met you,
to being with another,
to finding each other, becoming close and growing together.


['does anyone know how to hold my heart?
because i dont want to let go to soon,
i dont want to let go of you.']
                                           - hold my heart; sara bareilles


i dont hold on to the things of my imagination for very long.
this however is not my imagination,
i did not just conjure this up in my dreams.
you were real.
your touch, your kiss, your laugh, your warmth.
this was real.
from the words you spoke that lifted me 10 feet in the air.
to the way you held me that brought me back, that lingered because we didnt want to let go.
because we knew we couldnt keep this up.


['there's a beating to your heart,that i just cant be apart..
just wait for the sunshine, 
just wait for the new day where we can get away.
;hold on for the long ride, this wont be easy']
                                            - rain falls down; we the kings


do i hold on against all the odds and wish upon those shooting stars,
look to the sky and pray to a god that im not sure exists?
or do i commence a fight between my head and my heart,
hoping that my heart falters and sways and gives way to what my head wants?
to let go of everything, 
to let go of you and everything we stood for.
that we wanted so much.
will there be a day where we can do as we please, fall in love and feel this way forever?
i dont know what to do.
im completely and utterly lost in these thoughts.
day in and day out.
you are perfect to me and i dont want to settle for second best.
my stubborn side does not what to do this.
my spirit it connected to you and is bound so tight i dont know if it will be possible.


when will it(i) ever be good enough?


['i can make you laugh until you cry,
i can tell your mood just by your eyes.
i can sleep with your head on my cheek,
i can be the one you never want to leave.
;but right now i feel like im losing control.']
                                              - what you do to me; we the kings



love always, Skye.x

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